day 4

Well today is day four and still struggling a bit, but taking it one day at a time. Got a phone call from my husband and that was the best feeling ever. There for a moment, the emptiness and loneliness feeling went away, but now it is back. Hearing his voice brings so much peace. I love him more than words can say. He is the best husband and the best father to our children. He is my best friend. I could never live without him. Anyway...... The kids got to talk to him and now they are happier too. They are still acting up today, but kids will be kids and i love them anyway. Well better go for now. It is bedtime and I am exausted. Day five is right around the corner and gotta make the best out of many more days to come.